Tears here. I thank you for this. I have played the clarinet in public since I was 10, and I don't wrestle with anxiety but I can sink like a stone into sadness. There's a lot of hatefulness on FB, I enjoy my connections there but one can't help scrolling into nastiness. My brother likes Trump more than he likes me. And I mostly like birds better than people. But I really like you, I appreciate your listening and I respect your thinking and feeling and caring and knowing. I love your soul, is what I'm trying to say.