So true, and I want that for you, the love&acceptance for your own sweet self (scooping up made me think of the water weeds I was holding when the hidden fish hook found my tender thumb. I know the shock of sudden pain where you don't expect it (family and friends, for surely. I am blessed now, but there were many barbs in the past I never saw coming. So Not Personal! About them, not you). Peace to you. Thanks for this. Like Jenine, I found it very brave and honest. Keep polishing your heart