I’m throwing away all the Tupperware made me chortle. I would say that (our dishwasher has never worked. We use it as a cabinet, lol). There are places words can’t travel, and grief seems one of them. It’s wonderful you realized it wasn’t the Cascade and kept digging (I want to say something about missing your mom, but I don’t know what that’s like. I hope your memories of her somehow sustain you).