I must confess, I read this w/o breathing, Nour. I know the feeling, and I hate it. Our demented neighbor has a surveillance camera on my garden. And if I come too close to her house she comes shooting out, like a ground hog out of their burrow. lol. (I should like to whomp her on the head but that’s not ‘nice’). Thank you for this riveting piece. You are not less. You are so much more. Hugs to you. xo