Holy Wow Juliette. Tears here. How profoundly powerful. I once found my mother ‘dead’ on the bathroom floor, (she had cancer, I didn’t know it) and not one person ever said to me after, “That must have been scary as shit!” I respect your connection and devotion to your daughter. She is lucky to have you and I suspect your mind has a list of reasons why she may not be but as I begin my 60’s, I have such reverence for my heart. I love my mind, but it’s a way better servant than it is master. Thank you for laying this down and out for us. And I, too, hope it helps just one person reconsider life on this planet. Hugs to you, from a stranger not so strange ~